Denisov still did not speak or stir; his
gleaming black eyes glanced now and then at Rostov .
“Your pride is
dear to you, you don’t want to apologise,” continued the staff-captain, “but we
old fellows, as we grew up in the regiment and, please God, we hope to die in
it, it’s the honour of the regiment is dear to us, and Bogdanitch knows that.
Ah, isn’t it dear to us! But this isn’t right; it’s not right! You may take
offence or not; but I always speak the plain truth. It’s not right!”
And the staff-captain got up and turned
away from Rostov .
“That’s the
truth, damn it!” shouted Denisov, jumping up. “Come, Rostov , come!”
“No,
gentlemen, no … you mustn’t think … I quite understand, you’re wrong in
thinking that of me … I … for me … for the honour of the regiment I’d … but why
talk? I’ll prove that in action and for me the honour of the flag … well, never
mind, it’s true, I’m to blame!” … There were tears in his eyes. “I’m wrong,
wrong all round! Well, what more do you want?” …
“Come, that’s
right, count,” cried the staff-captain, turning round and clapping him on the
shoulder with his big hand.
“I tell you,”
shouted Denisov, “he’s a capital fellow.”
‘That’s
better, count,” repeated the captain, beginning to address him by his title as
though in acknowledgment of his confession. “Go and apologise, your excellency.”
“Gentlemen,
I’ll do anything, no one shall hear a word from me,” Rostov protested in an
imploring voice, “but I can’t apologise, by God, I can’t, say what you will!
How can I apologise, like a little boy begging pardon!”
Denisov laughed.
“It’ll be the
worse for you, if you don’t. Bogdanitch doesn’t forget things; he’ll make you
pay for your obstinacy,” said Kirsten.
“By God, it’s
not obstinacy! I can’t describe the feeling it gives me. I can’t do it.”
“Well, as you
like,” said the staff-captain. “What has the scoundrel done with himself?” he
asked Denisov.
“He has
reported himself ill; to-morrow the order’s given for him to be struck off,”
said Denisov.
“It is an
illness, there’s no other way of explaining it,” said the staff-captain.
“Whether it’s
illness or whether it’s not, he’d better not cross my path—I’d kill him,”
Denisov shouted bloodthirstily.
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